randomness
The weekend is ending and i can already forsee a v.busy week ahead. Despite the 'long' weekend next week, it'll be darling aida's big day! So many people getting married it seems. Tho at times when tiny negative thoughts decides to catch me off guard, i end up feeling lonely for myself. Don't get me wrong tho, i can't forsee seeing myself getting married anytime soon (if there is even tt remote possibility in the future), i'm perfectly happy being single since i still have a lot of things in life i want to do first, then there's also the having to find a life partner first ahaha! But I think its nice to actually have someone to be there for you. Someone who can actually fill your empty heart with a little warmth, tho i keep telling myself i'm not lonely. Who am I kidding but ah well who cares really. So long as I keep doing my best in my work and continue smiling, nothing can bring me down. gambarimasu!
*an hour later*
lol i left this post hanging and now i have no idea what to continue with :P
hmm since we were on the topic of aida's wedding. I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR!!
When was the last time i went to a 'traditional' malay void deck wedding? hmmmz *scratches head* I think it was noreen's a couple of years back. That one also i didnt wear a 'baju kurung'. haizhaiz i need to go to geylang to get one this week. Then most probably it wld also double as my raya outfit this year. Now the question is... 'Can I find someting that will fit me????' sigh the disadvantages of being tall in an asian country.
Next problem, I have no shoes either to go with my non-existant 'baju kurung'. The only heels that i have tt might do the job is my 3 year old brown wedges tt has been collecting dust in the shoe cupboard. Ah yes i don't wear much heels. Its uncomfortable, v.difficult to find my size andd i'll get even more stared at if i wear em'. hmmz.
Ask me again why do I live in Singapore? bluek.
*an hour later*
lol i left this post hanging and now i have no idea what to continue with :P
hmm since we were on the topic of aida's wedding. I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR!!
When was the last time i went to a 'traditional' malay void deck wedding? hmmmz *scratches head* I think it was noreen's a couple of years back. That one also i didnt wear a 'baju kurung'. haizhaiz i need to go to geylang to get one this week. Then most probably it wld also double as my raya outfit this year. Now the question is... 'Can I find someting that will fit me????' sigh the disadvantages of being tall in an asian country.
Next problem, I have no shoes either to go with my non-existant 'baju kurung'. The only heels that i have tt might do the job is my 3 year old brown wedges tt has been collecting dust in the shoe cupboard. Ah yes i don't wear much heels. Its uncomfortable, v.difficult to find my size andd i'll get even more stared at if i wear em'. hmmz.
Ask me again why do I live in Singapore? bluek.