random ramblings
So it was a shocker
Michael Johns being eliminated from American Idol
wtf, he's one of the stronger singers in the competition
but oh well somebody has to go right?
So my weekend has started off on a bad note. Not because of the above but because of other things. I think its time I learn to stop having expectations. I find joy in the littlest things but nowadays even these little things are starting to desert me. It makes me sad but what can I do but just smile because life still goes on no matter how dissapointed i feel. The only sure thing I know that will be there at the end of the day is my home and my family.
Its starting to be a pain when my fridays constantly end up being a bad start to my weekend. Thank god for my japanese videos and tubs of ice cream. The only things that keeps me sane nowadays no matter how much my friends ridicule me about it. Whatever makes me happy right. You have your own happy stuff and i have mine.
Somebody recently commented why in the world i had my hair cut short. To the person its even more reason why i won't be attached anytime soon. *cue for me to roll my eyes*
I shall save you from what was being said next. But seriously to hell with whatever that person said. I'm happy with having short hair, it does not make me less a girl than i already am. I'm perfectly happy with my life now, with being single, with not having to worry for another extra human being in my life and I'm in no rush nor have the need to find a partner or whateverchumaycallit at the current moment just because you simply can't live without clinging to somebody else like a morning glory.
In case you're wondering what my hair looks like now..
I'm perfectly happy with my new haircut. Some people seriously need to get their heads checked. What's wrong with women having short hair? Maybe i look more 'fierce' than i do before? wahahha well that's the comment i usually get from new people i meet or when i ask friends their first impression of me. LOL. shrugs.
With that said, I want to go watch Survivor on TV now. good night everyone. Have a good weekend.
I leave you now with my faviourite performance from Michael Johns.
Michael Johns being eliminated from American Idol
wtf, he's one of the stronger singers in the competition
but oh well somebody has to go right?
So my weekend has started off on a bad note. Not because of the above but because of other things. I think its time I learn to stop having expectations. I find joy in the littlest things but nowadays even these little things are starting to desert me. It makes me sad but what can I do but just smile because life still goes on no matter how dissapointed i feel. The only sure thing I know that will be there at the end of the day is my home and my family.
Its starting to be a pain when my fridays constantly end up being a bad start to my weekend. Thank god for my japanese videos and tubs of ice cream. The only things that keeps me sane nowadays no matter how much my friends ridicule me about it. Whatever makes me happy right. You have your own happy stuff and i have mine.
Somebody recently commented why in the world i had my hair cut short. To the person its even more reason why i won't be attached anytime soon. *cue for me to roll my eyes*
I shall save you from what was being said next. But seriously to hell with whatever that person said. I'm happy with having short hair, it does not make me less a girl than i already am. I'm perfectly happy with my life now, with being single, with not having to worry for another extra human being in my life and I'm in no rush nor have the need to find a partner or whateverchumaycallit at the current moment just because you simply can't live without clinging to somebody else like a morning glory.
In case you're wondering what my hair looks like now..
I'm perfectly happy with my new haircut. Some people seriously need to get their heads checked. What's wrong with women having short hair? Maybe i look more 'fierce' than i do before? wahahha well that's the comment i usually get from new people i meet or when i ask friends their first impression of me. LOL. shrugs.
With that said, I want to go watch Survivor on TV now. good night everyone. Have a good weekend.
I leave you now with my faviourite performance from Michael Johns.
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