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I hate it when the first thing i wake up is to read a message saying how I've messed up at work. And the part you're told you messed up is when people point fingers at you on something that didn't happen in the first place or happened in a totally different way that makes you look incapable of something simple. Its quite disheartening to be accused of trying to do something you thought was the right thing to do at the moment, but stuff like this is normal in the corporate world aye? But I'm kinda disappointed with myself nonetheless, and I wonder what my boss is thinking. Will something like this bring down his opinion of me. I know he tried to defend me and all but still, somewhat i feel that I've let him down.
Then again, I shouldn't let this incident bring me down and try harder and do better the next time.
Life is about making mistakes and learning from them.
When stuff like this happens, i find that watching my japanese drama/anime gives me motivation to do better. Sometimes even looking at a smiling picture of a certain someone gives me strength as well.
I know it might sound silly to some, especially to my close friends, who i can just imagine giving me that usual look on their faces (you know who you are) but so what? As long as it gives me the strength to move forward, i have no complains =)
Jotting stuff like these down also kinda helps alot. I realise that if i tend to keep most of them bottled in I tend to get a pretty bad migraine =P Even if my entries do sound 'emo' (I know i noticed that too) or as if i'm talking to myself (which for the most part I am) why should anyone else be bothered about what i blog about since it is my blog right? ;)
Ah well,
I now have a throbbing headache that have yet to go away which I hope it does by the time tomorrow comes. I want to be at my best for tomorrow's shoot. And I so hope that those I'm meeting in the morning are not LATE, cause most of them are famous for that particular trait. tsktsk.
p/s
Dee - I know you're going through quite a lot now, on the bright side you've got two more weeks and then you're free from that godawful place. Ganbatte neh!
Let's go out for dinner soon =) *hugs*
yosh!
ja ne =)
Then again, I shouldn't let this incident bring me down and try harder and do better the next time.
Life is about making mistakes and learning from them.
When stuff like this happens, i find that watching my japanese drama/anime gives me motivation to do better. Sometimes even looking at a smiling picture of a certain someone gives me strength as well.
I know it might sound silly to some, especially to my close friends, who i can just imagine giving me that usual look on their faces (you know who you are) but so what? As long as it gives me the strength to move forward, i have no complains =)
Jotting stuff like these down also kinda helps alot. I realise that if i tend to keep most of them bottled in I tend to get a pretty bad migraine =P Even if my entries do sound 'emo' (I know i noticed that too) or as if i'm talking to myself (which for the most part I am) why should anyone else be bothered about what i blog about since it is my blog right? ;)
Ah well,
I now have a throbbing headache that have yet to go away which I hope it does by the time tomorrow comes. I want to be at my best for tomorrow's shoot. And I so hope that those I'm meeting in the morning are not LATE, cause most of them are famous for that particular trait. tsktsk.
p/s
Dee - I know you're going through quite a lot now, on the bright side you've got two more weeks and then you're free from that godawful place. Ganbatte neh!
Let's go out for dinner soon =) *hugs*
yosh!
ja ne =)