Even the best fall down sometimes, even the wrong words seem to rhyme, out of the doubt that fills my mind, I somehow find you and I collide...
Tonight Aaron and I celebrated our six month anniversary even though its tomorrow(Thursday). We really didn't do much of anything. Met in Royal Oak, ate Chinese, went to Barnes and Noble, and just enjoyed eachothers company. Had a wonderful time as always.
Six months ago I kept thinking about how it would never work with the distance and how busy he is with work and school but somehow, I really don't know just how, we made it through to six months so I guess that must mean something. I remember always worrying he didn't really like me or would just get tired of me and we'd break up like how all my other "relationships" ended. But here I am six months later. I got a job, made it through Honors Precalc alive, I came out to my parents which I know I could never have done if it wasn't for him, I had never even considered telling them I'm gay until I met him, and now I'm a junior considering staying instate for college when a year ago all I wanted to do was get the hell out of Michigan.
Over six months ago was that awkward first date on that chilly March day that I had so recently gotten over a cold that I had to buy eye drops before I saw him so I wouldn't look like a druggie. I was also late and had stopped to talk to my friend Mary while he was standing with no coat in front Java Hut waiting and could see me ten feet away taking my time while he froze. Then a few days later he asked me shyly online "So.....are we dating?". Now here I am saying I love Aaron and couldn't imagine not knowing him or have him not be such a huge part of my life.
I love you Aaron. Thank you.
(Yes I know the entry is corny. I don't care. haha)
Good Night.
Six months ago I kept thinking about how it would never work with the distance and how busy he is with work and school but somehow, I really don't know just how, we made it through to six months so I guess that must mean something. I remember always worrying he didn't really like me or would just get tired of me and we'd break up like how all my other "relationships" ended. But here I am six months later. I got a job, made it through Honors Precalc alive, I came out to my parents which I know I could never have done if it wasn't for him, I had never even considered telling them I'm gay until I met him, and now I'm a junior considering staying instate for college when a year ago all I wanted to do was get the hell out of Michigan.
Over six months ago was that awkward first date on that chilly March day that I had so recently gotten over a cold that I had to buy eye drops before I saw him so I wouldn't look like a druggie. I was also late and had stopped to talk to my friend Mary while he was standing with no coat in front Java Hut waiting and could see me ten feet away taking my time while he froze. Then a few days later he asked me shyly online "So.....are we dating?". Now here I am saying I love Aaron and couldn't imagine not knowing him or have him not be such a huge part of my life.
I love you Aaron. Thank you.
(Yes I know the entry is corny. I don't care. haha)
Good Night.