I'm going to be immature because I'm never allowed that privilege anymore
I've written nothing of the past couple of months in here, leaving me to ponder if I should even go back into it or just simply move on. Well, give me a couple of moments to write down some other stuff that's bursting to come out and my fingers will hopefully make up my mind for me.
I'm getting a movie made, it's a long time off, but still I am making one. (I just needed to write that incase in fifty years it still hasn't been made and I need a gentle reminder to get my ass in gear).
I haven't decided upon a state of mind as to how I regard relationships - both in general and the one I just came out of - and I don't think I want to overly analyse anything. I suppose as long as they work out they're fantastic...but by far the most bizarre thing I have ever been involved in, let me just spit that out now. Coupledom is like some sort of cult I swear. I honestly feel like being single is so much better, but then until I have a fulfilling partnership I suppose it is wrong of me to judge.
I hate that I am 21 and more cynical than I ever dared imagine. I remember being 16 and hating people like me...such an easy trap to fall into, yet the hardest thing is to come out and realize you lost your dreams somewhere in the middle.
I am so happy and yet I sound so sad. I have started every paragraph of this entry with the word "I" which makes me question whether I am just incredibly self-centred or just an unimaginative writer?
I'm getting a movie made, it's a long time off, but still I am making one. (I just needed to write that incase in fifty years it still hasn't been made and I need a gentle reminder to get my ass in gear).
I haven't decided upon a state of mind as to how I regard relationships - both in general and the one I just came out of - and I don't think I want to overly analyse anything. I suppose as long as they work out they're fantastic...but by far the most bizarre thing I have ever been involved in, let me just spit that out now. Coupledom is like some sort of cult I swear. I honestly feel like being single is so much better, but then until I have a fulfilling partnership I suppose it is wrong of me to judge.
I hate that I am 21 and more cynical than I ever dared imagine. I remember being 16 and hating people like me...such an easy trap to fall into, yet the hardest thing is to come out and realize you lost your dreams somewhere in the middle.
I am so happy and yet I sound so sad. I have started every paragraph of this entry with the word "I" which makes me question whether I am just incredibly self-centred or just an unimaginative writer?