Pissed off!!!!
So my ex-husband has decided to get married again in three weeks and just bothered to tell me.
Supposedly it is because I haven't been feeling well with my neck and all, but mostly it's because he knew I was going to be pissed that some woman with two sons she can't even raise will be spending every day with my girls. I sooooo hate him sometimes. I know I wasn't capable of taking care of them when I had a serious bout of depression six years ago which is
why I let him have custody but now I wish I had had the energy to deal with the divorce then
because anything I do now just makes me the bad guy. On top of this my therapist is on vacation and I can't see her until the 25th not that it will solve anything either but sometimes it helps talking to her. Of course, I haven't been to see her lately because I haven't had anything to talk to her about. I'm so frustrated with my life right now I seriously don't know what to do. I know I'm heading for a serious bout of depression again when the girls go back to their dad's at the end of next week but I'm just trying to enjoy the
time they have here and not say anything bad about him though I so want to go off. Sometimes life really sucks.
Supposedly it is because I haven't been feeling well with my neck and all, but mostly it's because he knew I was going to be pissed that some woman with two sons she can't even raise will be spending every day with my girls. I sooooo hate him sometimes. I know I wasn't capable of taking care of them when I had a serious bout of depression six years ago which is
why I let him have custody but now I wish I had had the energy to deal with the divorce then
because anything I do now just makes me the bad guy. On top of this my therapist is on vacation and I can't see her until the 25th not that it will solve anything either but sometimes it helps talking to her. Of course, I haven't been to see her lately because I haven't had anything to talk to her about. I'm so frustrated with my life right now I seriously don't know what to do. I know I'm heading for a serious bout of depression again when the girls go back to their dad's at the end of next week but I'm just trying to enjoy the
time they have here and not say anything bad about him though I so want to go off. Sometimes life really sucks.