The unexamined life is not worth living.

[esrever_incarn8]

Nothing new to update on. I visited Devyn today. It was good to see her, Ernest and the babe. "But I didn't think you'd get mad." lol. that cheered me up some. Thanks to the Gonzales family for heling me adjust my head. Devyn for her smarm and sarcasm. Ernest for his dry yet sly humor. Sophia for her... cute little sneezes that interject into the conversation. Either way this is just an update to post up a new poem. Later.

What Its Worth

Inebriation that was well worth the effort
Constantly deciphering my mind’s conundrum
Leaving me paralyzed and wondering
What makes it so hard to forget my regret

Or
The sober feeling I used to get
The sober feeling of breathing
The sober feeling I never really had

Or
The love I lost and can’t let go
The love I watch with a blind man’s eye
The love I wish would be mine and more

Or
The dead that died far too soon
The dead that died much too late
The dead that never really left in the first place

Or
The pains in my chest that keep me up at night
The pains in my chest that keep me wide awake
The pains of my heart wanting to escape

Or
The life that is mine to create
The life that feels like my mistake
The life that I must live for what it’s worth

Or
What’s left of it
What’s left of it for me
What’s left of it for me to make.