Aug 22, 2007 23:28
i'm overtired and underwhelmed
i spend all my time doing obligations and still dont get enough done
the person i most enjoy seeing (need to see?) has called a break.
all i can see on the horizon is more work and more disappointment
i dont think ive been able to truthfully say i'm not enjoying life for years, but it seems fitting.
i'm trying to stay wide-eyed and optimistic but everything is just too heavy lately.