Trying My Best
"What's the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay,
So long and goodnight so long and good night.
What the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay..." ... or are they? I'm not too sure.
Hi, I'm back again. I know it's been a while since my last entry, but I'm sure you can all understand why. I've been trying as hard as I can to handle this whole thing. So far, it seems to be going alright. There's a court date set for Dec. 20th. This basically is me making my choice of where I want to be. I didn't want everything to get all law enduced, but It was inevitable. I heard that it's not really my choice but rather the judge's choice with my preference. Oh well, all I can do is wait. My mom called and tried to act as nice as possible... but that's not going to get her anywhere if that's what she's trying to do. I know she loves me, but everyone can see why I have to get out. I'm still going insane without my stuff. But hey, I'm up to a Playstation, a guitar, and a notebook. Not bad. While I'm not as adroit as I wish I was, seem to be taking most things into consideration and handling them. My computer time is cut so I won't be making that many entries, but I'm sure that's no loss for anyone but me really. All that's really left for me to do now is wait and watch as more and more shit flies by. I just want my suff and I REALLY REALLY don't want to be restricted from the babies, I really miss them. So far, she said I can never see them again. I hope it's onlt temporary. Still fucked up, by working on it is all I can say. In the mean time, I'm going to try my best to stay off the subject and write some funnier entries and take my mind off things and everyone else's off the "sympathy train." That's all I can really do about that. Okay, there's way too much being typed here and I know whoever's reading this now can't wait for it to be over, so I'll end now....
Things are better if I stay,
So long and goodnight so long and good night.
What the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay..." ... or are they? I'm not too sure.
Hi, I'm back again. I know it's been a while since my last entry, but I'm sure you can all understand why. I've been trying as hard as I can to handle this whole thing. So far, it seems to be going alright. There's a court date set for Dec. 20th. This basically is me making my choice of where I want to be. I didn't want everything to get all law enduced, but It was inevitable. I heard that it's not really my choice but rather the judge's choice with my preference. Oh well, all I can do is wait. My mom called and tried to act as nice as possible... but that's not going to get her anywhere if that's what she's trying to do. I know she loves me, but everyone can see why I have to get out. I'm still going insane without my stuff. But hey, I'm up to a Playstation, a guitar, and a notebook. Not bad. While I'm not as adroit as I wish I was, seem to be taking most things into consideration and handling them. My computer time is cut so I won't be making that many entries, but I'm sure that's no loss for anyone but me really. All that's really left for me to do now is wait and watch as more and more shit flies by. I just want my suff and I REALLY REALLY don't want to be restricted from the babies, I really miss them. So far, she said I can never see them again. I hope it's onlt temporary. Still fucked up, by working on it is all I can say. In the mean time, I'm going to try my best to stay off the subject and write some funnier entries and take my mind off things and everyone else's off the "sympathy train." That's all I can really do about that. Okay, there's way too much being typed here and I know whoever's reading this now can't wait for it to be over, so I'll end now....