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Life just threw a hard ball at me with my parents fighting and my mom is off somewhere with my dad trying to find her. I'm left to hold down the fort but I just don't know what to do and I probably never will. And what's really scary it feels like I have been in this situation before in my dreams. I don't know if I predicted the futre through my dreams or what. I don't know anymore I feel like I need to deattatch myself from all of this and just curl up somewhere and die. But I won't allow myself to do that not with what's going on I refuse to do it I'm stronger than that. What I will do is hope that this will end soon and remain strong. That's all I can do in these circumstances. I wish that this entry was happier but I had to write this out to ease the pain and fear. Until next time my friends peace.