Dec 05, 2005 01:05
Today is his birthday. I can't believe I remember it. Why? I can't even remember doing anything special on any of his birthdays. I can't remember celebrating any of them. And I hear he's married with a kid. A daughter, I think. It's so odd. I used to think we would be married one day. I thought he was The One, as I had never felt that way before. It seems like decades ago that all of those emotions and feelings were being discovered all over again. It's really been only 8 years.
I wonder if she looks like him.
He's just slightly younger than I. I always teased him about that. And I miss our naps. Our early morning naps would make my entire day better than it could have been if I had stayed home alone. Sometimes I wish it were possible to go back in time to relive a moment. Living in a memory never does it justice.