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my family disgusts me. thanks to my dad, i have a stepmom thats old enough to be my sister, correction: young enough. my mothers a slut & always brings back when i used to be happy, when i USED to have a boy, when i USED to be caring. I hate everything today. i hate driving by your house & my mom pointing it out & asking what ever happend. i dont want to remember. i remember, now. forforforget anything ever happened, forget the ugliest picture in the world of me was sent to you & forget what i used to be like. this is me, this is now. i am me. i am slightly depressed & hate mostly everyone. im always in the mood to kick someone ass & the littlest things set me off. i hate who i am. its snowing, i fucking hate the snow. its also snowing inside me-my heart is frozen & tears stain my cheeks. hush hush, the sun will come soon enough. i want someone to like, at the least. i hate food. luck is sheer dependence, you depend, it dosnt seize. i hate luck. i hate everything. i hate you. i want to desinigrate all my flesh & die as a nothing & for it to occur, soon. goodbye.