Feb 27, 2006 00:00
A sinking feeling
remembering
"I'm a fake"
rolling off my lips
silent and true
pretending
playing at it all
a fraud
a pretext
the small of your
I smile
and fall
I'll hide the agenda well
what comes next
I put out my sweet hand
just like my teacher
to see what I may find
may have
Expectant so deliciously waiting
hoping hoping
that in my grasp you'll land
walking in
with war paint on
hear the screaming of the blood
in my lips in my
readyaimfire
sigh and expel
shrapnel
a shell
to have
to hide
everything I want
Everything I cast aside
when it's all over
you whisper to your friends what you mean
{so your poison is demure!?}
and say to me my darling
your kind repentant lies
I'm a winter child
the frosty distance keeps me secure
tied to this numbing instant
lines drawn forever postponed
due to lack of time
desires,
xochipilli,
haunt haunt haunted,
i know better,
just relax,
artsy fartsy,
bad habits,
shut up already,
this is not about love