happy... for once...
i'm prettyyyy damn tired of work... i'm prettttyyyyy damn psyched for college... this year's gonna be different... i guess my epiphanies came true last semester or my goals/wishes better off said, so for another sec. i'm gonna list the things i'm gonna work on and hopefully achieve this semester....
- i want to make a good amount of cash this year. hopefully a couple hundred, around $700 first semester.
- i want a challenge... with someone... again... but this time, i want me to really want it...
- i want to learn and be able to do some basic break dancing steps. i am fully aware of bruises, but its worth it.
- i want to succeed in dance. learn hip hop.
- i want to actually stay in better shape. running, and lots of it, and soccer yeah. or field hockey. and frisbee.
- i want to do things, instead of spending most of my weekends partying.
- and oh yes, make the effort to visit my home friends rOaD tRip!
basically in the end... i just wanna be happy... like i was senior year... be content with everything. and i think i'm starting it off pretty well right now. one step at a time, i'm gonna be just fine.
i just wanna b busy and stuff, and i think i am going to be... mmm... yay! oh and i'm always up for meeting new people, hey, i already started ya... this is gonna be a good year... mmm i believe so... good things are gonna come my way... because i kno, of all things... i do deserve good things... just be patient and stuff.... and i'm fine... but i think... for once... i just have to meet new people, make new friends, live life, have fun, be stressed, do all that... because.. hell this is college, you live once... and ya... and well whatever happens... happens... we make mistakes, we choose stupid decisions, but in the end, we make it through, and ya....
thank you to my wonderwall, for spending one year letting me know that... as much as i look down on society and happiness... there will ALWAYS be people out there who love you, who are good, who are everything it seems not to be... thank you for continuing to tell me, that when i lost hope, there's still more down inside me... of everything i learned in hs... im never gonna lose my hope... b/c ive got an abundance of it, and to truly know me, i truly have to accept that im a dreamer, im a believer, im everything in between reality and fantasy. and im so fine with that. i have to take me for who i am. we're all different, and the me you all know is still in here, inside of me, but its hiding afraid to let the world in, but i suppose... i just can't hide away from the world. so much to do, so little time to do it. so wonderwall, thank you so much for believing and reminding me that you gotta accept who you really are, no matter how surreal it may be. thank you for making me believe in the impossible, letting me believe that happiness is always around, and no matter how bad life seems, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. without the positives you bring into my life, i grant it, i wouldn't have made it this strongly to the end. stories end. the stories unfold. but there's always going to be a new chapter. so wonderwall, thank you for opening another window of opportunity for me. and because of you, i really am pretty proud of who i am... and its time for umass to see that too. i love you, never forgot who you are.
believe in the impossible... ALWAYS...
i will always believe.... i believe i can, i believe i will...
- i want to make a good amount of cash this year. hopefully a couple hundred, around $700 first semester.
- i want a challenge... with someone... again... but this time, i want me to really want it...
- i want to learn and be able to do some basic break dancing steps. i am fully aware of bruises, but its worth it.
- i want to succeed in dance. learn hip hop.
- i want to actually stay in better shape. running, and lots of it, and soccer yeah. or field hockey. and frisbee.
- i want to do things, instead of spending most of my weekends partying.
- and oh yes, make the effort to visit my home friends rOaD tRip!
basically in the end... i just wanna be happy... like i was senior year... be content with everything. and i think i'm starting it off pretty well right now. one step at a time, i'm gonna be just fine.
i just wanna b busy and stuff, and i think i am going to be... mmm... yay! oh and i'm always up for meeting new people, hey, i already started ya... this is gonna be a good year... mmm i believe so... good things are gonna come my way... because i kno, of all things... i do deserve good things... just be patient and stuff.... and i'm fine... but i think... for once... i just have to meet new people, make new friends, live life, have fun, be stressed, do all that... because.. hell this is college, you live once... and ya... and well whatever happens... happens... we make mistakes, we choose stupid decisions, but in the end, we make it through, and ya....
thank you to my wonderwall, for spending one year letting me know that... as much as i look down on society and happiness... there will ALWAYS be people out there who love you, who are good, who are everything it seems not to be... thank you for continuing to tell me, that when i lost hope, there's still more down inside me... of everything i learned in hs... im never gonna lose my hope... b/c ive got an abundance of it, and to truly know me, i truly have to accept that im a dreamer, im a believer, im everything in between reality and fantasy. and im so fine with that. i have to take me for who i am. we're all different, and the me you all know is still in here, inside of me, but its hiding afraid to let the world in, but i suppose... i just can't hide away from the world. so much to do, so little time to do it. so wonderwall, thank you so much for believing and reminding me that you gotta accept who you really are, no matter how surreal it may be. thank you for making me believe in the impossible, letting me believe that happiness is always around, and no matter how bad life seems, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. without the positives you bring into my life, i grant it, i wouldn't have made it this strongly to the end. stories end. the stories unfold. but there's always going to be a new chapter. so wonderwall, thank you for opening another window of opportunity for me. and because of you, i really am pretty proud of who i am... and its time for umass to see that too. i love you, never forgot who you are.
believe in the impossible... ALWAYS...
i will always believe.... i believe i can, i believe i will...