Dec 27, 2004 22:37
i can't believe some people are stubborn assholes who don't find friendship worth something and who just honestly don't care when i suppose they just quit caring... how can someone just quit caring about people?!? only themselves, yes i know... you should take care of you first, yes, understandable, but you have to care about other people too right?! or is it just me?!? i'm one hell of a nice person i guess, if i can care for both... i certainly don't like people who think their problems are the shit and that they should be praised b/c of the loads of mediocre problems they think they have... but then again, everyone has different opinions on what is more important and what isn't... understandable... but just do me one favor and please honestly don't care... and actually don't care... instead of turning your head the next minute and pretending you care... b/c then that would be the most disrespectful blow to someone's self esteem... if you honestly don't care... please, DON'T FUCKING CARE... and don't do something to despite someone... like uhh well... bandwagon, that's the thing... and please remember to share life equally amongst everyone, b/c this world isn't just yours... you've gotta share it w/ others...
this is just my constant ramble on how some people in this world are so selfish... we all have our problems... some are ridiculous, some are strange, some are just well large.... doesn't matter... we've got our share, but please do not tell me that your problem is a lot more important than mine or anyone elses.... to you it is, but to everyone else it's just one more thing... and frankly, i care about you, cuz, by now, everyone should know, i do care about everyone... doesn't matter, once you step into my life and held onto me and let me into your life, i will start caring... it's my nature... but i honestly do not care if you care about me, just don't pretend you do when you don't... cuz i live my life as real as possible.. my life is a dream too, but i live it out as real as possible... if you lie to me, you dent the reality of my life... by being false... and i lose all respect for you... so do you really want this to happen?! no.. so there's no maybe or fine line between caring about me or not, it's one or the other... so yes... to the general public... whether it pertains to you or not... please know... if i know you as in met you in person, completely sober, chilled/chatted/IMed/talked/dated/befriended/whatever you wanna say as in getting to know you, 10 to 1 i CARE ABOUT YOU.... so please... for the sake of the world... don't pretend you've got more problems and that you don't care... b/c if you walked a mile in anyone's shoes... i can assure you... their life could be just as worse...
ok... so this is for the general public... if you think it pertains to you, ok... if not... ok, too.... just thought i guess, for the holiday spirit... if you think there's no one out there who cares about you... 10 to 1 if you know me... and i know you... i care about you... that's just who i am... nothing more and nothing less... good enough?!?