I am what you would call a fuck up.
Yesterday I moved into Tech, which was very hard for me. One day and it's so hard being away from Rachel.It was horrible last night and I made a big deal out of nothing. I was wrong and now I don't know anymore.
Rachel, I don't want to hurt you and I am sorry for last night that was totally all my fault. I don't know what I was thinking, but know that I love you so much, and this wont be easy. But let me try to make it easier on you, I know that it's already hard for you and I don't need to add to the problem. I love you and I should support you instead of bicker about the petty things. I am going to try my hardest to make things easier for you and be the boyfriend I should be. Just know that I love you, and if you can't forgive me, I understand. I don't want to lose something so great, I don't want to lose you. I guess I took things for granted. I am sorry, for everything.
Rachel, I don't want to hurt you and I am sorry for last night that was totally all my fault. I don't know what I was thinking, but know that I love you so much, and this wont be easy. But let me try to make it easier on you, I know that it's already hard for you and I don't need to add to the problem. I love you and I should support you instead of bicker about the petty things. I am going to try my hardest to make things easier for you and be the boyfriend I should be. Just know that I love you, and if you can't forgive me, I understand. I don't want to lose something so great, I don't want to lose you. I guess I took things for granted. I am sorry, for everything.