Mar 16, 2009 17:13
I needed a break from homework and a glass of wine
Billy is surfing- he is so good to me-
He is the best cook I know. Yesterday he made a homemade caesar dressing and blended everything himself and Simon got the rest of the fish.
I Am SO BUMMED about one thing that I will not dwell on but continue to improve grades for the classes I have left. I hope now that I have something I love and am working hard towards the universe will not screw me over.
This morning: I had to clean bloody entrails of an animal shit from a coyote hunting our cat in our driveway. It's one thing to pick up your dog's poo with a plastic baggie, they're hard and standardly simple in dirt or sand, so your hand could simultaneously cover with other sand; but this was a disaster: They tried eating a whole squirrel or something else without chewing and it tore them open. Simon must have had another close one last night if the coyotes were under Billy's truck in the driveway but that was not how my day began
Dreams last night that I thought of all day: eerie roars of a cougar across the woods, loud, hoarse and demanding: I was running from it, in our cult-a-sac, and climbed a tree with housecats, and the mountain lion joined us but we were invisible because we were in a dead oak tree. Then I was dodging lighting running back to our driveway, everywhere in the woods behind the houses lighting struck and caused fires, I knew one of us would get hit by lighting: some chick and I running towards the apartments, and in a supernatural hyperreal slow motion view that could have been cinematographic excellence had it been recorded: I watche slowly behind and above me, a bomb of lightning bleed into the air , hot white and yellow, blinding but with its own cloud of energy before it actually formed a blinding squiggly of 'lightning' which I was braced for something dramatic and it bypassed me, running, and ht and vaporized the girl running just in front of me. THen I was in our office trying to tame a bunch of small snakes striped with bright orange, white and some other color. I was afraid of then even though they were small and coiled.
I need to but a bridesmaids' dress and a plane ticket to Denver
Today I aced a math test and then have been studying for my anatomy quiz tomorrow~
energy,
lightneing,
neighborhood,
dreams,
school,
coyotes,
fire