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Dreamed I had my upper lip pierced with a stud and I loved the tight feeling, and it gave me a pouty Duffy mouth. THne I dreamed I was waiting for a flight somewhere, I think Paris, and I couldn't find fancy enough shoes to pack, but threw in all my brown heels and boots, and waiting around bored, and there was awedding reception so I watched. A guy went crazy and threw beer bottles and glass flew everywhere; people ran towards me screaming with glittering glass shards stuck in their eyeballs, I searched for tweezers to get them all out but there were too many wanting help at once and then I realized I also had glass in my eyes and then I woke up.
Last night I was sad, and am easily misunderstood when Billy tries to help, on the rainy walk I cried silently and he held my hand. It feels good to cry in the dark on walks.
My job sucks and school sucks and I feel like I'm going nowhere.
I've been cleaning obsessively and missing class because of it, I just can't stop! Or I think.
If I didn't have heart problems in the past I would have definitely gotten really really high last night.
Billy is gone away for Thanksgiving; I have to work at Starfucks and won't go home till Friday night. My boss says I probably will have to work Christmas Eve too and I feel like screaming, and crying some more.
I do love this rainy weather.
Last night I was sad, and am easily misunderstood when Billy tries to help, on the rainy walk I cried silently and he held my hand. It feels good to cry in the dark on walks.
My job sucks and school sucks and I feel like I'm going nowhere.
I've been cleaning obsessively and missing class because of it, I just can't stop! Or I think.
If I didn't have heart problems in the past I would have definitely gotten really really high last night.
Billy is gone away for Thanksgiving; I have to work at Starfucks and won't go home till Friday night. My boss says I probably will have to work Christmas Eve too and I feel like screaming, and crying some more.
I do love this rainy weather.