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I just read something that I found was really funny because it's not true.
Well you guys all know me...not everything I say makes sense. So this entry might be one of 'em...
Is it wrong to regret such a long part of your life? Even if it seemed to be so wonder then...and now you wish none of it had happened.
Is it wrong to wait for so long? Hoping things could change in your favor. That one little thing could happen just right, to change the whole. Or do you just...forget the dream and move on.
I don't know what to do. It seems this happens all the time. Wanting what I can't have....
Always trying to find hope in something hopeless...Thinking that if I just act carefully and be patient...I can be happy.
Five years of prayer...and I'm still the same. I started at such a young age, and still am with out.
Why doesn't He answer? Why am I still lacking in what I feel I need the most? Am I always to be this way? Envious of what others have...that I feel I'm not allowed to...
I can't seem to make things right that long ago were wronged...I can't seem to prevent the wrong from happening in the future. Something always happens...either by His will...or my own lack of judgement. Why must I always push? Even when I know it will most likely push back harder.
I have to keep praying...but I don't know how much longer my faith can last with out being answered...
I don't know if my will and patience can last...
Well you guys all know me...not everything I say makes sense. So this entry might be one of 'em...
Is it wrong to regret such a long part of your life? Even if it seemed to be so wonder then...and now you wish none of it had happened.
Is it wrong to wait for so long? Hoping things could change in your favor. That one little thing could happen just right, to change the whole. Or do you just...forget the dream and move on.
I don't know what to do. It seems this happens all the time. Wanting what I can't have....
Always trying to find hope in something hopeless...Thinking that if I just act carefully and be patient...I can be happy.
Five years of prayer...and I'm still the same. I started at such a young age, and still am with out.
Why doesn't He answer? Why am I still lacking in what I feel I need the most? Am I always to be this way? Envious of what others have...that I feel I'm not allowed to...
I can't seem to make things right that long ago were wronged...I can't seem to prevent the wrong from happening in the future. Something always happens...either by His will...or my own lack of judgement. Why must I always push? Even when I know it will most likely push back harder.
I have to keep praying...but I don't know how much longer my faith can last with out being answered...
I don't know if my will and patience can last...