(Untitled)

[esneka]

What the hell is happenig with me??
I can't stop this feeling of being here immobile while the world around me rounds.........
How can I get out of here? get out of myself....

Comments

[nightlevi]

you sound so much like me that it's painful!

Re:

[esneka]

yes, you are right!!
But.. Let's get better!!! It is a hard thing to do.. but i know we can,ne?

Re:

[nightlevi]

I went down to the bottom of the clif... actually I jumped down (now that was a painful fall)... and it took me sometime to recover and in that time I did some stupid stuff, but now i see that it was all the process of learning that life can be a bitch sometimes!
No wonder that some people say my poems are depressing and morbid... that was the mood I was in when i wrote them!

Re:

[esneka]

I love your poems!! I can't express as well as you how I feel... And, you know, it is a good thing to ease pain.
And i trust your poems one day will be more optimistic ^^

Re:

[nightlevi]

I doubt it hehehe it's my best style;)
I guess I'm a masochist by nature.
Like hearing "Ain't afraid to die" from Deg ,"Pink Spider" from Hide or even "Fade to Black" from Metallica and being compleatly depressed...
Na yah at least I'm not always like that and I already use this has an artistic form for my poems.

Re:

[esneka]

*LOL* I hear some songs that make feel sad too... Like Mushi of DeG, or Last song of Gackt, or the Yoshiki's piano version of Good Bye T_T.
But i also hear happy songs that make feel cheerful ^^
Anyway, you are right, the poems are prettier when they are sad ^^

Re:

[nightlevi]

I can't hear Tears from X-japan without actually thinking about Hide and the result is that I'll start crying... it's dumn I know but it's something so weird....

Re:

[esneka]

yes.. I understand you perfectly.... T_T