Today...
Today i saw the face of the death.... It was so painful....
When i entered at the room and i saw her my eyes get wet and warm but.... i never want to cry in front of other people so i tryed to calm myself, but today the only thing i want to do was cry.... but of curse i didn't.
All this situation is really strange.... I'm so sad... i'm so angry... i feel so guilty....so damn stupid....
What can i say to a person who is about to die and can't recognize me.... All the love that i feel for her can't even do anything now. The only thing i can do is to wait beside her....
If I'm gone when you wake up
Please don't cry
And if I'm gone when you wake up
Please don't sigh
Don't look back at this time as a time
Of heartbreak and distress
Remember me, remember me
'Cause I'll be with you in your dreams
I'll be with you,
Don't cry, I'm with you
Don't sigh, I'm by your side
Don't cry, I'm with you
Don't sigh, I'm by your side
And though my flesh is gone,
I'll still be with you at all times
And although my body's gone,
I'll be there to comfort you at all times
I don't want you to cry and weep,
I want you to go on living your life
I'm not sleeping an endless sleep,
'Cause in your heart
You have all of our good times
It is a piece of a Hanson's song..... it is so pretty, isn't it?
How can I be so selfish.....
I hate myself
When i entered at the room and i saw her my eyes get wet and warm but.... i never want to cry in front of other people so i tryed to calm myself, but today the only thing i want to do was cry.... but of curse i didn't.
All this situation is really strange.... I'm so sad... i'm so angry... i feel so guilty....so damn stupid....
What can i say to a person who is about to die and can't recognize me.... All the love that i feel for her can't even do anything now. The only thing i can do is to wait beside her....
If I'm gone when you wake up
Please don't cry
And if I'm gone when you wake up
Please don't sigh
Don't look back at this time as a time
Of heartbreak and distress
Remember me, remember me
'Cause I'll be with you in your dreams
I'll be with you,
Don't cry, I'm with you
Don't sigh, I'm by your side
Don't cry, I'm with you
Don't sigh, I'm by your side
And though my flesh is gone,
I'll still be with you at all times
And although my body's gone,
I'll be there to comfort you at all times
I don't want you to cry and weep,
I want you to go on living your life
I'm not sleeping an endless sleep,
'Cause in your heart
You have all of our good times
It is a piece of a Hanson's song..... it is so pretty, isn't it?
How can I be so selfish.....
I hate myself