Yesterday
He looked better yesterday than he has in months. He was very nice to be around and to talk to and very responsive to me. Such is how he is with most people, most of the time.
Apparantly, his buddy, on my behalf, told him there was no point to be nasty with me and now he isn't.
Times like yesterday I wish would be more frequent. That's what I want, to see him, spend time with him, frequently. Especially when he looks so good like he did yesterday.
It seems he lives on the doorstep of happiness and I, I circle the neighborhood, passing by, merely catching a few glimpses. It is a catasrophic difference between him and me. He is such a joy to be around and I am not. Truly it is no wonder why he wants nothing to do with me. He simply makes the best of a bad situation, it being so becauase it envolves yours truly. His life will always contain much more satisfaction and content that mine.
Apparantly, his buddy, on my behalf, told him there was no point to be nasty with me and now he isn't.
Times like yesterday I wish would be more frequent. That's what I want, to see him, spend time with him, frequently. Especially when he looks so good like he did yesterday.
It seems he lives on the doorstep of happiness and I, I circle the neighborhood, passing by, merely catching a few glimpses. It is a catasrophic difference between him and me. He is such a joy to be around and I am not. Truly it is no wonder why he wants nothing to do with me. He simply makes the best of a bad situation, it being so becauase it envolves yours truly. His life will always contain much more satisfaction and content that mine.