Jul 05, 2007 20:38
i have 20 minutes to kill at work before i can go. i really don't want to do another thing the rest of the week.
my right leg is feeling really weak and the left side of my face feels like it's dragging.
i reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally don't want to go through this again.
i missed out on so much last summer. i missed going to mexico. i missed alicia's wedding.
i missed time from my job. i can't stand to miss another wedding and another two weeks of pay.
i got my student loan, though, so i guess i can afford to miss work.
my hands are shaking really bad, too. i hope the 300 bucks a month for meds won't be for nothing.
july 11 is my anniversary. i'd like to not be in the hospital for it.
2 summers ago i was diagnosed, last summer I was released from barnes on that day.
i'd prefer for it to go off without a hitch this year.
i have to hang on for at least another week. i've got MJ's wedding saturday, jamie's graduation sunday, and finals the next week. i'll freakin hang myself if shit goes down in the next 7 days. my body can completely quit on me after that.
other than that, life's okay.