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so i'm eternally caught in this struggle of what i want to do, what i need to do, and what actually gets done.
what i want to do:
drop out of school
quit my job
sponge off of someone who'll scratch my back
sleep until noon
what i need to do:
finish school
not lose my job
pack my stuff
study more
clean house more
and finally, what i actually get done:
school every day
work every day
taking care of my dog*
buying stuff for a new place**
falling for some boy who probably thinks i'm a stupid child***
*i got a dog. yep. a husky/lab mix. she's 6 months old and annoyingly puppy. her name's sophia. yeah, that's right, as in sophia petrillo. she's already 30 lbs. she's gonna be a bear. i actually got all her shots. and spayed. and microchipped. who'd have thunk i'd get it done?
**my roommate ever so cleverly got herself pregnant and now thinks that she and her married boyfriend are going to move in together in happy poopie diaper bliss. we are moving at the end of april. he's not ready to leave until june. who sees a lifetime movie on the horizon? i got my place, dogtown, 2 br apartment. no one but me and sophia. and the sweetest spot in the city for st. patty's day (and not too bad for mardi gras/cinco de mayo). she hasn't even looked for a place to live as far as i know. whatever.
***i fell for the friend of my sister's boyfriend. we've kissed. i'm a girl and i hold my breath over the river twice a day making wishes about him. he lives down the street from me. i wish he would come over and listen to the bad songs i write.
what i want to do:
drop out of school
quit my job
sponge off of someone who'll scratch my back
sleep until noon
what i need to do:
finish school
not lose my job
pack my stuff
study more
clean house more
and finally, what i actually get done:
school every day
work every day
taking care of my dog*
buying stuff for a new place**
falling for some boy who probably thinks i'm a stupid child***
*i got a dog. yep. a husky/lab mix. she's 6 months old and annoyingly puppy. her name's sophia. yeah, that's right, as in sophia petrillo. she's already 30 lbs. she's gonna be a bear. i actually got all her shots. and spayed. and microchipped. who'd have thunk i'd get it done?
**my roommate ever so cleverly got herself pregnant and now thinks that she and her married boyfriend are going to move in together in happy poopie diaper bliss. we are moving at the end of april. he's not ready to leave until june. who sees a lifetime movie on the horizon? i got my place, dogtown, 2 br apartment. no one but me and sophia. and the sweetest spot in the city for st. patty's day (and not too bad for mardi gras/cinco de mayo). she hasn't even looked for a place to live as far as i know. whatever.
***i fell for the friend of my sister's boyfriend. we've kissed. i'm a girl and i hold my breath over the river twice a day making wishes about him. he lives down the street from me. i wish he would come over and listen to the bad songs i write.