Oh yeah! Remember when I said I had a crush...
Well, turns out that it was a temporary feeling. I kind of had to force myself to not like him anymore. Why? Good question.
There was a lot of shit that went down during these months since my last post. But I don't really want to bore you with it. Long story short, turns out my emotions are REALLY terrible when it comes to handling shitty "friends" and thus I exploded. This happened while my crush was within proximity. I have been embarrassed ever since. And mending things afterward didn't go so well since I partially blame myself for letting myself blow up that time. So, by Katsucon it all turned to shit again. People told me to leave it alone, and so I did. I don't want to force things and I REALLY hate it when people play stupid with me about important matters. So leaving it alone seemed like the best option too. Anyway, during all this, my crush for this boy subsided. Now I can't really stand him. I started to notice his negative sides and well, they are pretty negative. I mean I am not saying he is a terrible person, but boyfriend material?...Not a chance. But I understand why since everyone who knows his past tells me why. So it's probably best that I fell out of crush with him.
Will I ever like another boy?... *shrugs* Too busy getting excited over A RESPONSE TO AN APPLICATION AND JUST GOT REQUESTED AN INTERVIEW! :D So, I'd rather focus on this than getting a boyfriend. lol
There was a lot of shit that went down during these months since my last post. But I don't really want to bore you with it. Long story short, turns out my emotions are REALLY terrible when it comes to handling shitty "friends" and thus I exploded. This happened while my crush was within proximity. I have been embarrassed ever since. And mending things afterward didn't go so well since I partially blame myself for letting myself blow up that time. So, by Katsucon it all turned to shit again. People told me to leave it alone, and so I did. I don't want to force things and I REALLY hate it when people play stupid with me about important matters. So leaving it alone seemed like the best option too. Anyway, during all this, my crush for this boy subsided. Now I can't really stand him. I started to notice his negative sides and well, they are pretty negative. I mean I am not saying he is a terrible person, but boyfriend material?...Not a chance. But I understand why since everyone who knows his past tells me why. So it's probably best that I fell out of crush with him.
Will I ever like another boy?... *shrugs* Too busy getting excited over A RESPONSE TO AN APPLICATION AND JUST GOT REQUESTED AN INTERVIEW! :D So, I'd rather focus on this than getting a boyfriend. lol