Dec 24, 2006 23:00
dear livejournal,
im sorry that youve been neglected for the past year basically.
there is so many things i have to tell you.
i miss you so much. i wish i could see you more often.
i wish i wasnt so fake to you. i really dont like you at all.
you are the bestest ever. im glad we are friends.
i love you more than anything. yet at the same time i hate you. and please dont ever do that to me again.
learn to love yourself. thats all i have to say to you.
hes an ass. get the fuck over him.
you are the coolest 12 yr old boy i know. :) ....you bring out the best of me.
i wish you knew how i feel. i hope you feel the same.
i cried when you left. come back.
you make the most sense to me. im sooo glad i can talk to you. you are the best friend i have now.
im sorry that things ended like they did. it was my fault and im very sorry.
ive known you the longest. and i promise ill always be there for you...and i will learn to have heart to heart talks when im sober :)
you werent as great as i first anticipated.
i want to know your intentions. please tell me.
if i had only told you...
i never hated you and im sorry it took me 2 years to tell you that.
dont worry about what others will think. if they truly love you they will accept it and go on.
if i saw you today id punch you in the face.
you werent that great
im tired of your bullshit
give me one more chance. i promise i wont wrong you this time.
so. yeah. thats it for now.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
-Elizabeth Anne Sloan