most surreal convo ever
Everything is just...spiraling out of control. And I don't know where it's all going.
It's like this...
There used to be a game show on Nick where they showed different pictures on tv screens, but they'd only show one screen at a time and you had to try to guess what the picture was (ahhh gotta love that old school Nickelodeon.)
My life is like those tv screens. I'm the guest on the show trying to figure out what it's all supposed to be. And they won't show me any more screens. People are shouting out what they think it is or think it should be...but I don't know what to believe other than what my mind and heart are telling me.
And Jeff is the host of the show.
I keep telling him what I think it should be on the screen...and he keeps second guessing me, saying that he thinks I'm wrong and "are you sure you really want to go with that answer?" I know that it's the answer I want...hell, I know that it's the right answer to the question. And I know that he knows that it's the right answer. But he won't let me give that answer...
So I'm stuck in Nickelodeon game show limbo.
And all of that sounds fabulous in my head...but now that it's written out it just sounds stupid.
It's like this...
There used to be a game show on Nick where they showed different pictures on tv screens, but they'd only show one screen at a time and you had to try to guess what the picture was (ahhh gotta love that old school Nickelodeon.)
My life is like those tv screens. I'm the guest on the show trying to figure out what it's all supposed to be. And they won't show me any more screens. People are shouting out what they think it is or think it should be...but I don't know what to believe other than what my mind and heart are telling me.
And Jeff is the host of the show.
I keep telling him what I think it should be on the screen...and he keeps second guessing me, saying that he thinks I'm wrong and "are you sure you really want to go with that answer?" I know that it's the answer I want...hell, I know that it's the right answer to the question. And I know that he knows that it's the right answer. But he won't let me give that answer...
So I'm stuck in Nickelodeon game show limbo.
And all of that sounds fabulous in my head...but now that it's written out it just sounds stupid.