(no subject)
It's been awhile since I have written. Well, considering I was writing regularly for months. Usually, I have a stance on life. But, this time, I am not quite sure what my stance is. I would like to call the state I am in as "transitional" (whatever that means, right?). I am certainly not satisfied with much, but sort of immuned to everything. I believe I am scared to make anything too definite at this point. Maybe what I need is clarity or focus. Whatever it may be, I think I am too lazy to fight for it.
I am ready for some concrete changes. Just when I feel like I might be getting somewhere, I am struck by emotion. I am trying to escape, but then the inevitable reappears. The day will come, but it feels like not soon enough. This is not something a person can just 'get over.'
Until then, I will give my best.
I am ready for some concrete changes. Just when I feel like I might be getting somewhere, I am struck by emotion. I am trying to escape, but then the inevitable reappears. The day will come, but it feels like not soon enough. This is not something a person can just 'get over.'
Until then, I will give my best.