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So I fucked up really bad wednesday night...It's too much to explain on here, but let's just say it involved an ass load of drugs..including coke...yup. Oh, and fucking another guy...who has herpes.
Oh yeahhhhhhhhh...
Paul took it, well, not very good..but it's ok now cause I told him I was sorry and he said that he forgives me. And I'm gonna start going to my meetings again, so that'll help alot. And no more associating with certain people. I realize that I really messed up and it's time to change. But I'm not gonna rely on myself or anyone else to save me...I have to rely on God. He's the only one that can really help me now.
In other news, I ended up in the emergency room last night for a few hours. It turns out that I've got a really bad case of bronchitis. Thank God that it didn't have anything to do with the drugs...
I'm so fucking blessed.
Oh yeahhhhhhhhh...
Paul took it, well, not very good..but it's ok now cause I told him I was sorry and he said that he forgives me. And I'm gonna start going to my meetings again, so that'll help alot. And no more associating with certain people. I realize that I really messed up and it's time to change. But I'm not gonna rely on myself or anyone else to save me...I have to rely on God. He's the only one that can really help me now.
In other news, I ended up in the emergency room last night for a few hours. It turns out that I've got a really bad case of bronchitis. Thank God that it didn't have anything to do with the drugs...
I'm so fucking blessed.