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well i havent really been updating about what iv been doing... mayb thats bc i havent been doing anything...
well i went to NC for a week last week it was fun i got tan... i wish i could move down there i want a beach house so i can go on the beach every morning and just watch the ocean... its just sooo peacefull... theres nothing like that here!!! idk i just thought a lot while i was there and it was great i felt good i just wish i could be there all the time!!!
well when i got bak same stuff nothing new but eh its ok... iv just been soo down lately... i just wish i knew what i wanted... im always trying to get something to make me happy but it just makes me happy for a lil bit... i need to just be happy and stop thinking the way that i do... i need to just be somewhere new i cant stay here!!! i mean school is starting soon and im kinda afraid about that... i hope i can get through it this year and do good and just be happy!!
well idk i just feel like i have soo much inside me that i need to get out and i just feels like its stuck inside me... i mean iv tryed to talk to people but then i feel like im not ready to talk when i kno i am but i just cant get it out...
well i really dont have much to say so im just gunna go and find something 2 do xoxo