wow sorry i havent been updating
wow its been a while... lol its not that iv been busy bc i havent... its just bc i dont have ne thing to say lol but idk its been sorta fun in a weird way.... iv been hangin out with everyone... mostly leanne frank mark and ivan they are all fun
well im gettin worse and worse at this talking thing and its really starting to piss me off!!!! i feel like i cant talk to pplz anymore and its just so hard for me bc i cant get what i want to say out it makes me feel sooo stupid bc i cant say a simple thing!!!! omg idk yesterday i was really upset about it and i still am idk like i always say hopefully it will get better! but until then i will stay mad!!!!
idk iv just been gettin really mad and fustrated lately and i feel like everyone hates me.. and i kinda kno they dont but i feel like soon everyones just gunna be like we dont like you and idk i just dont want that to happen right now bc i think ill be right where i started idk i just think to much and i either think wrong or dont kno what the fuk im thinkin about.... idk im just realy confused lately i feel like theres soooo much goin on in my head and i cant think fast enuff or get any of it out.... like this is gettin bad its even interfering with me communicating with ppl... idk i gotta try and just get over it but i dont kno how idk see i end up talkin bout the same shit when i write in this thats y i dont like writing... i mean it comes down to i want to talk but i cant!!!! fuk this bc writing in here just got me more pissed of then i was