Apr 07, 2004 21:25
Yea well i have a feeling im never gunna talk to him again which i new was gunna happen i knew something like this was gunna happen!!! FUCK!!!!
idk i just think theres soo much bs goin around and i dont kno where it comming from i mean i would have soo much to say bout this but im just gunna keep my mouth shut and i guess like i said whatever happens happens... i just hope whoever fukin liein lives a horrible and painful life!!!!! i really dont care who it is!!! i mean i not really that pissed at him but i kinda am in a way bc idk i dont even really want to talk bout that!!
well idk i havent been doing anything this week 2day i slept all day and then got the bad news which will make my life 10x worse and more problems!!!!! ahhh i hate drama i just want to start all over and forget bout all my problems and pain but i kno i cant do that and i kno i wont forget!
[Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)]