a new one on the fly

Apr 21, 2006 18:59

i'm slipped in this rabbit hole ( Read more... )

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extaticlymeltme April 29 2006, 19:06:40 UTC
you gettin' tuffer lady. i love you. heres one i was scared to post on my journal

I knew a boy who lived
in a tiny A-frame on the
Mexican side of town
his mothers redneck boyfriend
planted tomatoes in the gutters
we would sit in his basement
with a gravity bong listening
to 69 boys and he laughed like
a maniac would
what a jerk... and I loved it
until he raped me in a murky lake
and my little body woke up
much older and unable to
shower away the remnants

but he was just the first in a long
line of jerks I try to love
knowing it aint’ gonna happen
so i keep some sacred distance
yet am too busy tending to my
leisioned soul to hike away
into unique and wondrous human feats.
When will i just give up all this
love bullshit?

Wait.
I am in good love now
good every other night
away from bar light
and when my pussy isn’t
slack or sick or swollen
shut in fear
I try to explain to this man
the feeling of painful penetration
the consumption of all purity

at least I know it all will pass
and the truth is that there is none
and change is the constant
and all is moving and melding
and the rocks dance sensuously
slow and scoff off old sore
layers like me
like you
the trees expand their core
like me
like you
and our life spans are fast
in the mean time
we experiment
with the speeds at which
we live

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