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Today had its phases.
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I don’t remember when I cried this much in one day, it wasn’t even confined to one phase.
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Well that’s been said and closed, but what about everything else?
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I feel like I’m in emotional limbo and I don’t know which way is up or down, which is future and which is past, and which is right and which is wrong, and I’m slowly running out of air.
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Why can’t I turn my emotions and thoughts into intelligible conversation?
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So this is what happens when buried emotions are allowed to surface. It’s kind of like an ice burg.
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I can think of three options that would turn out well for me (one of them involving a nunnery), but I don’t think that any of them are logical or plausible.
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Whoever can make me feel safe will probably make me fall for them so be careful or I’ll guilt you heavily.
Today had its phases.
......
I don’t remember when I cried this much in one day, it wasn’t even confined to one phase.
......
Well that’s been said and closed, but what about everything else?
......
I feel like I’m in emotional limbo and I don’t know which way is up or down, which is future and which is past, and which is right and which is wrong, and I’m slowly running out of air.
......
Why can’t I turn my emotions and thoughts into intelligible conversation?
......
So this is what happens when buried emotions are allowed to surface. It’s kind of like an ice burg.
......
I can think of three options that would turn out well for me (one of them involving a nunnery), but I don’t think that any of them are logical or plausible.
......
Whoever can make me feel safe will probably make me fall for them so be careful or I’ll guilt you heavily.