May 15, 2006 11:41
I'm pretty sure that if I could just get away for like a year and go to a foreign country where the culture is completely different from here and if I went by myself OR if I found some island somewhere, where I didn't know anyone, I would enjoy it. I just need to completely get away from the people I know. That's how I feel. Maybe like a different life. I would need to get rid of EVERYTHING I own and start fresh. Get rid of phone numbers, e-mail addresses, regular addresses, cell phone. EVERYTHING. Then leave.
On a smaller scale, this is what I picture college to be like. However, I'm pretty sure my college experience will not be like this.
It could be a blessing the way things are. Just not how I pictured it. Why does Greenville have to be so perfect? I kind of wish that I could picture myself going somewhere else. Why do I have to like it so much? Oh, boy!