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break is thus far uneventful, Last night i hung out with Kat and Chris, we drove around Huntingtonwoods and Berkley for a while and then we went to Tim Hortons, SHOTGUN! heh. oh man i am the angel of death. anywho, briana is supposed to be in town untill wednesday, I hope wednesday is good.
I miss having a best friend living in a close vacinity. This time last year, everything was semigood, it wasnt great and I wasnt terribly happy, however it was eventful. Briana lived here still, school was almost over and I loved all of my classes. I miss that so much. I miss not having to drive, I miss not being pressured to find a summer job. I had the strangest dream last night, I actually had someone to hold my hand, someone from the past, and we were making it work. I woke up with this strange sense of loss. I miss my old life. I hate this year. I know i've said this before but i mean it now, if i could erase this year I would, gladly and everything that came with it. I want it to be summer again. I want to have a place.
I miss it all so much.
I will leave it at that.
-j.
I miss having a best friend living in a close vacinity. This time last year, everything was semigood, it wasnt great and I wasnt terribly happy, however it was eventful. Briana lived here still, school was almost over and I loved all of my classes. I miss that so much. I miss not having to drive, I miss not being pressured to find a summer job. I had the strangest dream last night, I actually had someone to hold my hand, someone from the past, and we were making it work. I woke up with this strange sense of loss. I miss my old life. I hate this year. I know i've said this before but i mean it now, if i could erase this year I would, gladly and everything that came with it. I want it to be summer again. I want to have a place.
I miss it all so much.
I will leave it at that.
-j.