And now, for musical interlude.
I dont mean to be whineyxxemoxxcore, but for some reason I'm sad today and its not PMS, I feel like I want my life back, but nothing was really taken away. Lonely? yeah I suppose. I want to have the selfesteem to shar my writing again, I want to be able to have conversations with my friends not just about school. I want this play to be over. I want to erase 2004. I want summer again. I want to lay in my back yard on my green blanket with Briana and Michael like we did. I want to ride bikes to royal oak. And roller blade untill 10 pm with the girls. I hate this city. Every binding everything. I'm missing something and I dont know what it is.
I get this way from time to time, missing the past. I want to cry and I dont even know for what. Nothing has happened recently for me to cry about, last I checked I was having a good month. I dont know, and I dont understand, did I get some bad karma going? was I really so bad, did I take something for granted? I want to know, I want to fix it. promise. dont let me miss it.
-j.
I get this way from time to time, missing the past. I want to cry and I dont even know for what. Nothing has happened recently for me to cry about, last I checked I was having a good month. I dont know, and I dont understand, did I get some bad karma going? was I really so bad, did I take something for granted? I want to know, I want to fix it. promise. dont let me miss it.
-j.