Aug 13, 2004 15:44
So my summer wasnt as restful as i'd hoped it to be. I was a camp counsler i was paid very little, i worked 30 hours a week. but you know.... it wasnt all bad. it was wonderful for my habit of people watching. I came out of this summer exactly the same. I'm still stubburn, I'm still godless, I still make a habit of judging people, but now I can do so more accurately. My coworkers were interesting, the girl camp counslers and I talked alot. All of us very different but still experiencing the same troubles. Now I am more comfortable with being vulnerable, i speak my mind more, I am better at choosing my words. The summer began with an emotional down pour, the week long ressurection of something long passed, yeah old habits die hard.
July was long, August was the dreaded wedding of my sister, which was a horrible experience. School coming too close for comfort, maybe we'll make this year better. 2004 has been a bad year so far, lets make the last 3.5 months count.
peace and love
J.
tuesday was great.