ignorance is bliss, something that long passed me.
I work,
so i have no personal life.
In the past week i have seen michael,
only michael to whom i am greatful.
its all so false though
i feel like im living in a surrealist statement
this wedding (my sisters) it seems like a joke.
my work (camp counselor) a bad dream
my personal life (no longer am i pretty princess, i am CCS, no not center of creative studies)
Why cant someone pop out from behind a corner and say its JUST KIDDING! JK LOL hehe. At points of the day it really looks like it will happen.
today my mother made me shop with her, groceries and later on clothes.
I bought a few shirts.
one that was outstanding, It states: and she lived
this is exactly what i've done. i've moved on from what could seem to be earth shattering experiences as if nothing happened. they're so oblivous, i suppose i like them that way.
Recently i recieved a voice mail from a friend. I replied and then i was informed of the quiet backlash going on, i dont like people discussing me. i keep my mouth shut i dont brag and i rarely get people involved, i dont like to talk about my life. i guess some things must be said.
what are you speaking about, i have no idea of what could be the catalyst of these ignorant discussions and what i did to you to cause this. Honestly.
its like theres a vandeta against me. or maybe its my head. weeks and weeks of emotion with no real cope mechanism will do that.
i really hate it when people do this rant and banter in live journals. STATEMENT: im not attacking anyone and this one is not really directed at anyone inparticular.
STATEMENT: i miss you.
PS. what a holiday. they're really having a feild day with this one. to celebrate would be ignorant, but to rebel would be intelegent. i will not react. nobility, integrety, pride. but not toward a country toward yourself toward your friends
so i have no personal life.
In the past week i have seen michael,
only michael to whom i am greatful.
its all so false though
i feel like im living in a surrealist statement
this wedding (my sisters) it seems like a joke.
my work (camp counselor) a bad dream
my personal life (no longer am i pretty princess, i am CCS, no not center of creative studies)
Why cant someone pop out from behind a corner and say its JUST KIDDING! JK LOL hehe. At points of the day it really looks like it will happen.
today my mother made me shop with her, groceries and later on clothes.
I bought a few shirts.
one that was outstanding, It states: and she lived
this is exactly what i've done. i've moved on from what could seem to be earth shattering experiences as if nothing happened. they're so oblivous, i suppose i like them that way.
Recently i recieved a voice mail from a friend. I replied and then i was informed of the quiet backlash going on, i dont like people discussing me. i keep my mouth shut i dont brag and i rarely get people involved, i dont like to talk about my life. i guess some things must be said.
what are you speaking about, i have no idea of what could be the catalyst of these ignorant discussions and what i did to you to cause this. Honestly.
its like theres a vandeta against me. or maybe its my head. weeks and weeks of emotion with no real cope mechanism will do that.
i really hate it when people do this rant and banter in live journals. STATEMENT: im not attacking anyone and this one is not really directed at anyone inparticular.
STATEMENT: i miss you.
PS. what a holiday. they're really having a feild day with this one. to celebrate would be ignorant, but to rebel would be intelegent. i will not react. nobility, integrety, pride. but not toward a country toward yourself toward your friends