...think I was blind before I met you.

[eskaia]

I'm in a strange position. Where, if I look at it as an outsider, a third perspective...it's completely ridiculous. I know exactly what I'd say to a friend, or anyone, really, in the samer position. But, I can't uphold that viewpoint forever...it's too exhasuting. I eventually fall into myself, where it's so hard to ignore the little signs, the subtle remarks, the events that, as an outsider, can seem entirely irrelevant.

But...I'm not. We're connected, no matter how try to disband and ignore.

The stroke of a foot...the touching of foreheads...the hilarious references no one else seems to laugh at...

It's really very terrible.

For Jamie.

And for me...