I thought I was honest and easy, but really I've learned that there ain't no such thing...
...well, that was stupid of me.
Heh, you'd think I'd learn after the first couple times.
Stupid iTouches, popping up messages I shouldn't be reading...
But I guess it's all for the best. It shouldn't bother me, certainly doesn't surprise me...I guess he'll likely be moving down to Colorado eventually, or wait for her to come back up here.
So now I'm stuck with a snake and cat that aren't even mine, getting his mail sent to my address...I know on some level, he's just taking advantage of me. But I found I don't mind so much. He's my friend, and he's fallen on hard times, no matter if they were all his doing. But once this is over, I don't think I'll be around much. There are only so many false smiles I can take in a lifetime.
And Jamie, well...he's leaving in a month or so...says it'll be hard, that a part of him wants to stay and get that 9-to-5, and buckle down to a normal home life...
But I know he'd always regret it. It would just make things bitter between us, eventually, and anyways, that was always what I think I was most attracted to in the first place...
Maybe I should go with. I've found now that I don't have much of a future to strive toward, or I should say no one to strive toward it with, I don't have any urge to continue on with University. Just kinda wanna slide by. Depression? Probably, but fuck, who really isn't?
What a stupid little life.
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What happened to the girl you were?
I was in love with her,
But now she's gone, yeah,
She's gone away.
I'm not complaining,
It's just that everybody's changin',
But me,
I'm always stayin' just the same.
Heh, you'd think I'd learn after the first couple times.
Stupid iTouches, popping up messages I shouldn't be reading...
But I guess it's all for the best. It shouldn't bother me, certainly doesn't surprise me...I guess he'll likely be moving down to Colorado eventually, or wait for her to come back up here.
So now I'm stuck with a snake and cat that aren't even mine, getting his mail sent to my address...I know on some level, he's just taking advantage of me. But I found I don't mind so much. He's my friend, and he's fallen on hard times, no matter if they were all his doing. But once this is over, I don't think I'll be around much. There are only so many false smiles I can take in a lifetime.
And Jamie, well...he's leaving in a month or so...says it'll be hard, that a part of him wants to stay and get that 9-to-5, and buckle down to a normal home life...
But I know he'd always regret it. It would just make things bitter between us, eventually, and anyways, that was always what I think I was most attracted to in the first place...
Maybe I should go with. I've found now that I don't have much of a future to strive toward, or I should say no one to strive toward it with, I don't have any urge to continue on with University. Just kinda wanna slide by. Depression? Probably, but fuck, who really isn't?
What a stupid little life.
-----
What happened to the girl you were?
I was in love with her,
But now she's gone, yeah,
She's gone away.
I'm not complaining,
It's just that everybody's changin',
But me,
I'm always stayin' just the same.