I'm not quite dead yet...

[eshunoijetat]

 At some point, I swear I'll get back to a regular stream of my random thoughts.  I still have those on occassion.  I've been feeling very alone lately, isolated from my friends.  Maybe it's because I've done that to myself.  Sealed myself up a bit.  Lost some good friends, but that has been mostly for the best, in the grand scheme of things.  That

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[ezrarashkae]

You have done that to yourself. I miss the old Sean. :/

[eshunoijetat]

I don't get what I did. I'm still me, just with shorter hair.

[ezrarashkae]

I don't get where this came from either. But you treat one of the most important people in my life like a piece of garbage whenever he opens his mouth. You use to not. It had to start somewhere.

[eshunoijetat]

I didn't think he'd make a good coord, that he was too hot headed and tempermental for the position.

As soon as that became the case, everything I said became wrong. Any time I disagreed, it was taken as personal.

It wasn't.

[ezrarashkae]

Mmm. And Brian is STELLAR. I can't decide what part of him is my favorite! The fact that he goes over my game with a fine tooth comb and calls us out on the most absurd crap, (While letting his favored games pull the worst bullshit I've seen in GOWbN) or the fact he (in different, more flowery words that people use when they try to appear smarter than they actually are) told me I was one of Jennifer Robinson's leg-humpers because I told him that calling a woman a cunt in her own home during a game she was running and in front of her friends was unacceptable conduct

[eshunoijetat]

It's just not worth it.

[ezrarashkae]

And me and Mike - we're a package deal. You get him, you get me. You push him away, you push me away. Nice to know our friendship is worth giving up on. *listless thumbs up*

[eshunoijetat]

So long as your mind is already made up...

[ezrarashkae]

Why try when you already gave up?