Another long time no see post (lol)
How long has it been? Almost 2 years, I guess? since the last time I post to this blog.
It is so forgotten yet....
livejournal = nejiten, my highschool year. And I am glad I grow up as a writer from this site. It is so peaceful and unchanging, but look at how versatile it is as a writing blog journal.
Things have changed, and so am I. I grow up to be a paranoid, socially dysfunctional human being now. I am afraid of people, afraid of making faults, afraid of being scold at... yeah, I grow up to be a coward.
I am also afraid of expectation, people's expectation towards me. I can't help it.
But I think I grow up to be thankful of what I got. I have so many things I want to achieve and fulfil, but I also learn to suppress my own desire if need be when I cannot get it. I think I learn not to throw tantrum.
I am in last year now. That said though, I did go to Japan for a year as an exchange student. Veterinary Medicine-wise, I learned nothing. But I got family and friends, people I can trust and count on to with my life, that is something that I wouldn't trade with anything else. I have to try and get back my veterinary prowess from now on too though.
And I am faced with two really hard decision: to be a vet or to take s2 abroad.
However I don't want to think about that now. I just have to focus on finishing my degree for now... I guess.
My sister just had a baby. A healthy baby boy. :)
It is so forgotten yet....
livejournal = nejiten, my highschool year. And I am glad I grow up as a writer from this site. It is so peaceful and unchanging, but look at how versatile it is as a writing blog journal.
Things have changed, and so am I. I grow up to be a paranoid, socially dysfunctional human being now. I am afraid of people, afraid of making faults, afraid of being scold at... yeah, I grow up to be a coward.
I am also afraid of expectation, people's expectation towards me. I can't help it.
But I think I grow up to be thankful of what I got. I have so many things I want to achieve and fulfil, but I also learn to suppress my own desire if need be when I cannot get it. I think I learn not to throw tantrum.
I am in last year now. That said though, I did go to Japan for a year as an exchange student. Veterinary Medicine-wise, I learned nothing. But I got family and friends, people I can trust and count on to with my life, that is something that I wouldn't trade with anything else. I have to try and get back my veterinary prowess from now on too though.
And I am faced with two really hard decision: to be a vet or to take s2 abroad.
However I don't want to think about that now. I just have to focus on finishing my degree for now... I guess.
My sister just had a baby. A healthy baby boy. :)