The human mind can only stand so much/ You can't win with a losing hand

Dec 07, 2005 15:27

it's funny how i quit talking hereand about everywhere. i'm at a lost for words and it seems that my head is very empty cause it really doesn't have much to say. yet, mentally i'm on as top of the game as possible, emotionally and physically may be a different story, but the pow-wow that has taken place has rested for the holiday season and the body is just trying to survive. it's funny you know.. there's this thing that you hear, live longer from doing 'this' and eventually a cure will be found or at least something new and improved that just might keep you going till something else comes along to replace it. it's an odd process, but one that some people choose to take while others don't. i wonder if there really is a right answer.

sister has talked about getting rid of the cabby. which i guess in all senseability it would be the smart thing to do, but i love it. yet, thhe only time it's taken out is when i request it and well it really doesn't do to well in the snow being a midget car to begin with. and really, who knows how many miles it got considering the odometer quit, but it was my last life-line to what was... or something.

sometimes growth always isn't a good thing, and sometimes killing stuff doesn't come easy, but christmas let's you ignore things for a while and lets you pretend all is good.
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