i want you to dance at my funeral
my ultimate wish is to leave this world where my mind, body, and spirit are still intact and working as they should. if that by chance meens that i have to give up time... fine. i think. still, it's conflicting in my head.
would number 3 be the key to getting the monster to stay dormit for more then a year, two, or twenty or so like i would really like? there's no guarantee.
number 2 was hard.papa's moving and he seems to not be slowed down by the road blocks that have been put up.
should i worry? probably... yet, i've been through this before and somehow it seemed to work out, but i had chosen number 2. i decided to go the opposite way this time. i mean there are people out there that turn around without any reason. could i be so lucky? may i *please* be so lucky?
do we still get to keep on the road? yeah with an increase. do i think that it's going to work... i don't know. the increase in V this time turned my toenail different shades that shouldn't have been there and the bed was somewhat of a lover to me.
should i die tomorrow would i be ready? i think so.
damn it though.
damn it damn it damn it.
edit: and if you don't know what the hell i am talking about *pleasepleaseplease* don't ask about it today.
would number 3 be the key to getting the monster to stay dormit for more then a year, two, or twenty or so like i would really like? there's no guarantee.
number 2 was hard.papa's moving and he seems to not be slowed down by the road blocks that have been put up.
should i worry? probably... yet, i've been through this before and somehow it seemed to work out, but i had chosen number 2. i decided to go the opposite way this time. i mean there are people out there that turn around without any reason. could i be so lucky? may i *please* be so lucky?
do we still get to keep on the road? yeah with an increase. do i think that it's going to work... i don't know. the increase in V this time turned my toenail different shades that shouldn't have been there and the bed was somewhat of a lover to me.
should i die tomorrow would i be ready? i think so.
damn it though.
damn it damn it damn it.
edit: and if you don't know what the hell i am talking about *pleasepleaseplease* don't ask about it today.