Apr 29, 2005 09:33
yeah so last night was pretty depressing. there are alot of things i wish i could say to people but i cant. what if i never wake up and i never got to say those things to those people. most of the time i can say what i think but i dont really know if the people i want to say them to will care. and some of the things i cant say because if i DID die then i would feel pretty shitty knowing that they werent making me very happy right before i died. but on the other hand there are some things i wish i could say to people to really let them know how much they mean to me....some friends you will never have the chance to have another friend like them and one day they could be gone with out them knowing that they really meant alot to you and that they were really important to you and them being there for you has really made a difference.
so lauren kristin kelly madison val theresa chaz and jayson there may be stuff i want to say to you and whether it be good or bad i love you.....maybe i will tell you sometime soon.