Desperate to Control all and everything.
It's been quite some time since I've had news of anything meaningful to add to this journal of mine and even though this is just the beginning I'm glad I finally got a ball rolling so I can get things done... went down to the ministry of education the other day and talked to some folks there about continuing education and whatknot ordered my transcripts and diploma since I never actually gained the paperwork for doing so as well as considering my drivers liscence very soon,as well as trying to rectify my credit record which has been tarnished, very hard to do for me at the moment but I'm sure persistence will pay off... it definately feels nice to have this ball rolling, hope I can keep at it, I have such a horrible horrible time getting things started with all my procrastinating..
I've been frequenting the doors alot this summer, nice little place lets you get away with alot of shit, even though I dont partake in drugs anymore it makes everyone happy so that's cool :) also I have been there enough to earn myself a Tab!!!! muAHhAH :D lots of nice people and good freinds as well as new faces I'm a bit to shy to open up with now but it's definately goodtimes even when I'm pissed off. speaking of which, I ran into someone the other day at Limeridge mall, an old freind, they shall remain anonymous for sake of there own reputation in case anyone actually gives a shit, (I dont wanna throw names.) but anyways I was delibaretly snubbed!!! lol, eye contact waving Hello person!!! nothing but looking purposely the other way. which in all honestly was pretty fuckin great, I wish everyone who felt that way would do this, I'm tired of holding on to freindships that are without a doubt meaningless with all the slack I've recieved over the years for whatever reasons...not all of them obviously, I definately love and respect many people I call freinds, but to the others.. it just doesnt matter and I wish those who felt the same would simply tell me to fuck off, it would save me the time, effort and embarassement.
I'd also like to note Corpse Bride sucked ass. lol
cheers to negativity! atleast this started out on a happy note. :)
I've been frequenting the doors alot this summer, nice little place lets you get away with alot of shit, even though I dont partake in drugs anymore it makes everyone happy so that's cool :) also I have been there enough to earn myself a Tab!!!! muAHhAH :D lots of nice people and good freinds as well as new faces I'm a bit to shy to open up with now but it's definately goodtimes even when I'm pissed off. speaking of which, I ran into someone the other day at Limeridge mall, an old freind, they shall remain anonymous for sake of there own reputation in case anyone actually gives a shit, (I dont wanna throw names.) but anyways I was delibaretly snubbed!!! lol, eye contact waving Hello person!!! nothing but looking purposely the other way. which in all honestly was pretty fuckin great, I wish everyone who felt that way would do this, I'm tired of holding on to freindships that are without a doubt meaningless with all the slack I've recieved over the years for whatever reasons...not all of them obviously, I definately love and respect many people I call freinds, but to the others.. it just doesnt matter and I wish those who felt the same would simply tell me to fuck off, it would save me the time, effort and embarassement.
I'd also like to note Corpse Bride sucked ass. lol
cheers to negativity! atleast this started out on a happy note. :)