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My whole life I have been remiss in planning my future. I'd lie and say it's because I live in the present and those who fail to do so lack a certain shrewdness about them... though I suppose it's just because I suck at planning. My shortcomings notwithstanding, I have some formidable decisions to engage over the next few months that will plot the rest of my adult life. Residency... if I go I'll be digging myself out of the proverbial hole in an attempt to overcome my monetary debts. I'll also affix myself to a specialty that I'm not even certain I want to work in yet. Where I go, determines where I live and possibly is where I would begin to make a name for myself as a clinician. Where, also may venture me into the uncharted territories of my relationship; or just as easily, hinder it's growth.
The fact that I'm not worried, worries me, if that makes sense. Perhaps if I had a sense of urgency and/or anxiety I'd be better at delineating my future.
The fact that I'm not worried, worries me, if that makes sense. Perhaps if I had a sense of urgency and/or anxiety I'd be better at delineating my future.