Gold Coast Home Movies
escuinclaHome movies project against the backside of the gold in my eyes. The slideshow memories flutter in black and white and the hum of my dehumidifier fools me into thinking it's the Pacific. After two years of keeping her at a distance, I have finally confront the part of me that was afraid to return to California.
In hindsight it's clear to pinpoint the exact moments that took me down the path back to Florida. And then at the same time, it's still all a blur of improper decisions and emotions.
In many ways the City made me who I am today. She spit me out after a four year struggle and I'm thankful for that. Now that I've healed, I need closure. I'm going to visit the many apartments I called home during my four year affair with the City. Hike through my favorite parks and go on a scenic solo drive down to the PCH to my favorite look out over my favorite beach.
I call it the "Where is Home Tour".