Pain...
Ok, I am in pain. I'm not normally one to admit or complain about any said pain... but this is just too much. My neck/left shoulder area, shoulder blade just got so twisted up somehow and now I am unable to turn my neck to the left, and I've been sitting/standing crooked all day. It's not constant... it's just whenever I move. Not even moving the wrong way. Just moving. Or sitting. It's the worst kind of pain too - the frustrating kind. Like... I feel so utterly useless. (FYI - that's why my hair looked like it got run over by a semi).
When I got downstaires and told mom, she knew it must be pretty bad if I said something about it. (I am the girl who when she tells you she is sick, she is sick.) She felt my back and said I should probably go to the back doctor. Damn. That upset me... don't know why. I just want a good back. Do you know where I can get a replacement? How about the healthy back store? Do they sell good backs? No? Fuck. *cries*
To top that off... didn't get much sleep. From 9-9:45 I was doing some Chemistry homework, then around 10, I got myself under the covers, completely exhausted, and then! ... my phone rang. Reluctantly, I got up and grabbed it. T'was Justin. He wanted to talk about some shit going on, needed someone to talk to. So I talked for about 20 minutes. After, I wasn't as sleepy anymore, so I put on some music, and just lay there almost asleep. Around 11, I think I started to doze off - near deep sleep. THen! at 11:11! That annoying, stupid, latin ring tone popped up again. *grumble* It was Justin again, and he had had a talk with the people in his head, and we talked. Only for about 10 minutes though, and I don't mind. But after, I just couldn't get back to sleep (thanks in part to some of the wonderful details he unveiled to me... oooy). For about half an hour. Yuck. So yeah... I eventually did. Then around 3:45ish, I heard my phone ring again! In my dream.. hahahAHA! But, it was so realistic that I decided to get up and check if someone did call. Nope. Phew! Back to sleep.
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